It's not a secret that we are trying to get pregnant but I feel secretive. I've told a few people. This is so different than when I got pregnant with Ace. My stomach is full of butterflies and anticipation. It almost feels like stress. Jonathan wanted to intentionally have a second but experiencing these feelings is not fun for me. God's timing is easier to accept when I'm not waiting. It opens my eyes to a tiny, tiny window of what ladies must feel like when they can't get pregnant. A tiny window. Miniscule. Proton-sized.
I'm praying today that we have the energy to try when Jonathan's job has been so draining. I love him very much. He is a wonderful dad. I love seeing him snuggle with Ace. Ace is a lucky baby boy. I'm pretty lucky too.
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