Journal 2

It's Thursday. I took a pregnancy test on Tuesday and it was negative. I don't really know what I was thinking because we've only been trying for a week and it wouldn't even show up! I'm going for my yearly exam today and am secretly hoping that they give me a pregnancy test. Not that one full day will make a difference (especially when I was in Waco yesterday). I think my monthly "friend" will be here before the end of the week and maybe that will wake me into reality. I'm just holding out hope.