Journal 5 - Missing Guest

My monthly guest has not yet arrived. My hopes are climbing. I'm dropping Ace off at daycare in about one hour and I'm going to go to the drugstore for a pregnancy test afterward. I know that I took one a week ago! I know, I know! I'm justifying my obsession through my workouts: My heart rate reaches the 180s and I know the recommended maximum is 140 beats per minute. I'm wishing that I would have kept better track of what time that monthly guest arrived.