Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Journal 7 - Arrival

My guest arrived but has been met by a sobering reality...Jonathan worked so much this week that we didn't see him from Monday through Saturday morning. Can I handle that, a full-time job and another baby? With God's grace, of course I can but will it build resentment??? The idea of 50/50 parenting is great but I don't think it ever happens. Why is so hard to remember to "do everything as if you are doing it for the Lord"? So I don't know whether to start calculating my ovulation period or to give my desire for another baby back to the Lord for more prayer and waiting. It's so hard to look beyond my desires to see the path that the Lord has for me. God has amazing timing. I'm so grateful that it is perfect.

I count only on Him.

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