Journal 13 - Dreaming

So I looked on the calendar and will be "late" if nothing occurs next week. I had a dream last night that Jonathan was walking towards me saying something like "it's here" or "it came" referring to that time of the month. Every little pain in my stomach gives me hope. I think I've been eating my way to looking pregnant even though I'm not. So, I will be secretly anticipating over the next Christmas week. Monday after this one upcoming will be the next pregnancy test if nothing arrives in the meantime.