Journal 14 - One Day Late

I'm one day late. I'm more exited and hopeful than I should allow myself to be. I've already taken a pregnancy test this month and it was negative so I already have an indication that I'm not pregnant but it's definitely on my Christmas wish list. I worked out yesterday and was able to run without fatigue. I had a dream last night that I started. All of this should dampen my hopes...but they haven't. I'm not allowing myself to purchase a pregnancy test until we get back from San Antonio in a week. More of the waiting game.