Journal 19 - Arrived Again

My friend arrived again on Saturday...while all of the company was here. I am more anticipatory than disappointed. I purchased an ovulation kit on Saturday morning. So this coming cycle, I can take a test every day...I think that will keep me from wanting to purchase and take a pregnancy test. It should be interesting to chart my ovulation and hopefully I will only have to use it one month! If it doesn't we'll have to take two months off trying so that I can work during busy season in 2010. Little one, we are still eager for you.

Journal 18 - Anticipation

I'm flipping between anxiousness and patience. I don't feel pregnant. At times lately, I don't feel ready to be a mom a second time. I think that's normal. I bought caffeine-free diet coke just in case the caffeine is keeping me from getting pregnant. I also haven't worked out in a week. All of these crazy things go through my head as to why we aren't getting pregnant. Hormones!

Journal 17 - Waiting again

I'm hoping that this weekend is uneventful. Luckily, I've got both families in so I should be preoccupied enough to reach Monday without dwelling on my baby expectations. So much can change in just one week. Will post results.

Journal 16 - Next Week

Next week should tell me whether or not we are pregnant. I don't feel any differently and, if my workouts are anything to judge by, I haven't had any fatigue or sickness. So, we decided we were ready to get pregnant in October and here we are in January. I'm trying to focus on God's perfect timing. It doesn't matter when WE decided we were ready. God alone knows when we're really ready. So Baby, whenever you come, we are anticipating your arrival and can't wait for you to be in my tummy. Hopefully we will discover you next week.