Journal 18 - Anticipation

I'm flipping between anxiousness and patience. I don't feel pregnant. At times lately, I don't feel ready to be a mom a second time. I think that's normal. I bought caffeine-free diet coke just in case the caffeine is keeping me from getting pregnant. I also haven't worked out in a week. All of these crazy things go through my head as to why we aren't getting pregnant. Hormones!