Journal 22 - Wouldn't ya know...

Wouldn't you just know that right when I start ovulating, Jonathan and I would get into a disagreement! Don't feel much like adding to the human race with him at the moment. I guess the test was better than I previously complained because the line showed up a DEEP shade of purple yesterday and this morning. The Lord is such a jokester. I think he's trying to teach me something...maybe I'm just refusing to listen. I don't like fighting with Jonathan. It's probably the thing that discourages me more than anything. I could blow it up into serious drama and ask "how could I bring a child into the world with a man who doesn't understand me sometimes..." but that would be overdramatic...and I don't understand me sometimes. Lord, can't I just have a sign this once??? My character should be refined and sparkling after this. I'm sure I'll find another trial to throw myself into. Oh for the Millenial kingdom! (Now that's dramatic.)