Journal 23 - God's Wisdom

God knows so much more than I do. He knows the future and it's so clear to me now. I understand why he's delayed our pregnancy. He knew the things that would develop and knew that pregnancy would make them harder. I really wanted to get pregnant this month. I know that babies bring their own set of stresses. I can't reconcile my heart and my head right now. God, thank you that you are in control and thank you for making my path easier without a pregnancy to deal with. I do desire a baby, in your time.