Journal 26 - Moment of Truth

Ok - I'm officially 4 to 5 days late. I've been naseous the past 3 mornings and I've got zero appetite. I bought a pregnancy test this morning and am planning to take it as soon as Ace wakes up. I've planned for Ace to give it to Jonathan if it's positive. I'm surprised at the timing...just when I understood and accepted God's delay over the past 5 months, here we go. I'm nervous to tell Jonathan. I know he has NO idea. I told myself months ago that I would keep a pregnancy to myself for a week to treasure the secret but I just can't keep it from Jonathan. I don't know how Mary did it...and I'm not even carrying the Savior of the World! For that matter, I haven't even taken the test. Will post whether it's positive or negative. Are you in my tummy little one?