Journal 28 - 2 in 1

I know, two posts in one day??? A little much. But I need and OUTLET. This is the fourth time in my life that I've had news this big (1. salvation, 2. engagement, 3. Ace) and I've got to keep it to MYSELF. The first time, I got to concentrate all on Ace. I won't be able to do that with this one. It will be a new kind of experience. I guess baby #2 just has to come and show me that I have love and attention enough for two. I called the doctor and made my first check-up for April. I remember Ace's first ultrasound where he looked like such a tiny got. This one is even smaller! She said that I'm 5 weeks along but I don't think we got pregnant until later in February and she is dating back to January. I wonder if they'll schedule delivery early to do another c-section...oh the recovery! Back to work.