Journal 30 - Feeling Good

I'm feeling good this morning. Just a thing or two here and there of discomfort. My old scar from Ace's delivery was really painful and sensitive yesterday so I'm anxious to see the doctor in two weeks and ask her about that. Hopefully it goes away. This whole keeping it a secret thing is no fun. I can't figure out why I still want to keep it from everyone but I'm still not planning on telling anyone until the end of April or beginning of May. I'm sure I will tell all of the girls at Girls' Weekend. I'm a little more nervous about this pregnancy. I just feel it's more fragile than Ace. Maybe because I realize how precious is this little life whereas it didn't really feel real with Ace. I'm definitely letting Ace do more on his own in anticipation of being more tired. I'm missing our one-story house in Waco right now. Workouts haven't been fatiguing at all but I've stopped running altogether. My heart rate just gets too high, too fast and it's hard to hold the heart rate sensors constantly (I'm sure that I look silly too, running while holding on to them). So it's been the elliptical and bike for me. I've got to read up on weight training safety. I'm going to attempt to half my weight gain this time...from 50 to 25!