Journal 31 - Really almost 2 months

My little pregnancy ticker says I'm almost 8 weeks pregnant. It feels like an eternity of secret keeping. I think I'm about two weeks shorter than that though. Not showing even in the least. Energy is fine. Appetite is good. I told Ace I have a baby in my belly but he seems uninterested. I keep wondering how I'm going to hold Ace and care for him as the baby grows and once it's here. I can't wait until I can snuggle one up under each arm in bed with Jonathan and kiss from head to head.