Maybe God made me a girl to develop patience in me. I'm 2 days away from starting my cycle and just wondering if I'm pregnant. If I have to wonder this much, the answer is probably "no" right? I alternate between: "I really want to be pregnant" and "how am I going to balance TWO babies and work." It's desire/ fear/ desire/ fear...usually ending up with, "there's nothing I can do about either one, now back to whatever it was I was doing." I need about a week's vacation. I can't concentrate on much.
Ace kicked me hard in the stomach last night and it made me worry. I really need something else to focus on. Motherhood right now is so sweet...despite the kicks in the gut.
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