Second post in one day.
It's SOOOOO hard to sit here and concentrate on anything other than the sound of my precious miracle's heartbeat. WHY didn't I record it on my cellphone or take my camera to record the moment? (I'm telling myself that they wouldn't have let me do it anyways because of liability reasons.) I heard my strong heartbeat and then, it was like, a quick, tiny, "whoosh, whoosh, whoosh" and I just knew that there was another tiny life in my world. And I'm in love all over again. It's the kind of love I have for Ace...there's no unhappiness or sadness in it. Just a sunny, joyful love. And how much greater is God's love?
I just have to funnel my feelings somewhere and my computer is at my fingertips. So I'm funneling: excitement, relief, impatience, anxiety, joy, love and more relief. I'm praying for ten (if not twenty) perfect fingers, ten perfect toes, a heart without any holes, strong lungs, a full set of organs and a healthy baby with a spirit fashioned by God. It's a miracle I got all of those with Ace.
Being a mommy is the best thing in the world. Can't believe I'm lucky enough to get to do it again.
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