Oops - skipped day 5. It consisted of a 7:30am cleanout of the garage, vacuuming, tile scrubbing, work, church, a hot bath and a good book at the end of the day.
Feeling good today. Still thinking my water could break at any moment. Hungry like a bottomless pit and allowing myself every indulgence: donuts for breakfast & fried pickles and jalapenos for lunch. Grocery shopping yielded ice cream, peanut butter crackers, and pecans (and some diet coke for Mom while she's here).
I'm trying not to think about everything that comes after delivery: the need to lose the weight, the sleepless nights and the lack of ability to work out. Ugh.
I told Ace this morning that Mommy would have a boo-boo on her belly after Lily comes so he can't snuggle with me for a while. He patted my chest and said, "Just up here snuggling?" I guess it's good I started trying to explain it to him early.
I'm dreading being without Ace. I know he will be having a blast with his Gabby, Pops, Honey, Sashi, B and Uncles James (how spoiled am I with all of that help?!) but I just know it will feel like a part of me is missing. I think it will be physically painful.
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